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Julie Gabrielli's avatar

Beautiful, Camilla! I love this glimpse into your childhood. I didn't grow up sailing, but learned as an adult and had several joyful summers of racing JF15s with my husband -- who himself was adept at the centerboard walkover from his own laser-sailing days. I got good at the "scoop," so when he righted the boat, I was still in it, ready to ease the mainsheet so we could continue on our way. The first time we capsized, it was such a relief and release to me. I had abject fear of that and then, it was not only a non-event, it was FUN!

Everything you say about sailing and spiritual practice resonates with me. Especially PRESENCE. We used to observe, after a night of racing with our friends, the group of us would stand around w/ beers recounting events, but we couldn't really talk very well. Because we were all still mesmerized by "sailing brain."

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Camilla Sanderson's avatar

Thanks so much for reading and commenting Julie, and I LOVE the idea of a "scoop"😁 Maybe I'll get to try it one day still😁 So cool that you have had similar sailing experiences - it's one of those activities that definitely lights me up. And as Priya points out above - so does writing💃🧚‍♀️🤸‍♀️💖🕊🌷☀️🌈🌺🪷🌟✨💕

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Julie Gabrielli's avatar

I’m far less brave than you, just want to make that clear. 🙃

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Camilla Sanderson's avatar

May you give yourself the permission to be who you are, without comparison 🥰💖🙏🕊

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Priya Iyer's avatar

Writing brings me into presence. Camilla, I’m really enjoying reading your memoir!

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Camilla Sanderson's avatar

Thanks so much Priya! It feels great for me to know that you're enjoying reading it. Thank you so much for your support✨🌟💖🙏🕊

and yes, great point! The practice of writing brings me into presence too🥰

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Michael Edward's avatar

This was great, Camilla. I really enjoyed your story about capsizing Lazer Blades (epic name by the way). Not only is it an enjoyable and interesting story, but you wrote it really well — your descriptions and observations really bring the story to life.

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